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Post A Reply Login Name: Password: Message Icon:                                                                       Message: HTML is not enabled. UBB Code™ is enabled. [QUOTE]Originally posted by xxKristii17: [QB] I was introduced to pornography at nine years old and at that time, I had my first lesbian experience with my best friend who is a year younger than me. We did not do anything major, only touched each other on the Vulva. Years have passed and I'm still questioning myself on why I am having such a hard time determining my sexual identity. I have always women emotionally, physically and sexually more than anything and I would even fantasize about relationships with them -- I even liked men to some degree as well, emotionally and physically. I can fantasize about sex with them but would I ever, really go through with it? no. Nothing about men is sexually attractive to me and a relationship with them isn't something I crave, see or dream. I admit that I was in a relationship with a guy friend last year and it was horrible, the guy made me feel extreme nausea everytime I set eyes on him or felt him grab my hand (first boyfriend). I was forced to date him, really, by my parents and friends. I, myself, didn't find anything attractive about him so I did what I had to do.. I broke up with him in less than 20 hours. I also had another experience with a different guy. I fell for him (emotionally) a few months ago. This guy wanted to have sex with me but seeing his **** and the way it was.. I just couldn't go through with it. I was never all that attracted to the male body. Now as I sit here typing to you, I find myself more happy than I have ever been -- with the girl of my dreams. We have been dating for four months now and everything is going extremely wonderful. I can do about anything sexually to her without being disgusted or embarrassed. When we make love I get a feeling that I'm going go be with her for the rest of my life (this comes from the heart and soul). I fought to be with her and I'm never going to give up, no matter what people say or think when we are strolling hand in hand down the street. <3 [/QB][/QUOTE]

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