lately ive been feeling really really weird.
ive been crying a lot, and my moods have been off the wall. my voice is already pretty high for someone my age, but ive been doing more of a baby talk type thing.....and i dont even mean to. ive been sleeping with a doll that i used to sleep with when i was little, and i find that everything scares me.
i feel like im going crazy!!!
just everything bothers me, i can't stand it.
my world is just falling apart, falling down. my mom is in so much debt right now, all she seems to do is drink, my dad lives less than a mile from me, but since his new wife doesn't like me i never see him, and my brother is just so aggrivating that i feel like jumping out the window.
when i said that i get scared of things, its so strange. my hands get raelly really clamy and i feel like im on a roller coaster. my head hurts and i can feel my heart beat in my ears.
what can i do to stop it? has neone else ever had something like this? am i totally crazy?