Well, in January i started going out with my ex. i was SOO happy that day until one of my bestfriends Emily told me that he asked her out too. She said no cause i liked him, even though she was in like LOVE with him. but i forgot we had a "pact" that neither of us could go out with him and i said yes. then i started to feel ABSOLUTELY horrible. and... i ended up telling him i knew. he liked her forever i give him credit for that. i mean who would blame him.. shes REALLY pretty, skinny, funny, etc. but its the fact that he couldnt tell me himself and that i think i was like a rebound for her. but i got over that, and a few days i snuck out with him and we went into the woods, of course he was texting Emily practicly the whole time. then out of no where like a half an hour later he told me he "loved" me. i said it back but all i was thinking was "i bet he wishes he said that to Em". so... a week later after the fact that he asked her out first and he probably doesnt like me.. at all, ate at me day and night, all the time. i broke up with him.
that whole, week? 2 weeks? were great though. he treated me SOO good and i just couldnt get over what Emily told me. the worst part... 4 days after me and him started going out at Emilys party she was all over him so i had to do something and we flirted, and hung out in her ENORMOUS closet.. (texting his ex girlfriend, my archenemy) i just wanted to cry though, she was all over him while i was sitting next to him and he liked it.
if you actually read this HUGE thing, what would you have done?
stayed or gone?
plus, since i like him again, of COURSE, i want to go out with him again, but ever since i broke up with him.. he acts like he hates me and wouldnt even go to my funeral if i died.(which he probably killed me in that scenario) but when we were in the woods and i almost got hurt he was so scared, and so worried. so i dont know.. is it all an act?
HHEELLPP!!!!! im in desperate need of it,.
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