Its been a real long time since I've visited the boards. Been really busy with school and tbh I think I forgot all about the site my bad! Anyways I thought I would come on and say Hi and explain what happened to me a few months ago.
Around mid December I wrote about how my now ex girlfriend was keeping something from me and I was becoming extremely paranoid and erratic. Well im happy to say the whole situation was resolved quickly. I was right all along, there was something going on. As it turned out my ex girlfriend had been cheating on me, several times for that matter. This all spilled out on the 29th of December when I finally saw her. Tbh I was not suprised in the least, I was more suprised that I did not get angry or verbally abusive. I decided enough was enough and called an end to the relationship. We left on relatively good terms and I did not miss her in the slightest - apart from New Years Eve where I was the odd one out with my friends who all had girlfriends/boyfriends. I was suprised I got over her so quickly and I honestly have not looked back. I guess my past relationship with an old ex which caused me so much pain and heartache helped mould me into a strong person. I can't explain how I did it but after a week I forgot all about her.
However, I now feel its time for me to get back on the "playing field". I have persisted for a while I dont want a relationship, although it is partly true. I now have extremely bad trust issues and cant see myself with anyone as a result. I feel myself beginning to resent some people for being happy with their girlfriends/boyfriends. I would not say im necessarily unhappy, im more than happy being alone to an extent. I miss the company now. But I cant seem to get over these trust issues.
Any tips on getting on with my life, rather than being held back by this issue?
-------------------- Im Always Wishing Too Late ... Posts: 68 | From: The Blue Planet | Registered: Oct 2006
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