i seem to be on here more and more often about this guy. GEEZ. well, things are coming together in my life. and it's very nice.
an ex-ex boyfriend recently called me to apologize for his dick-like actions (phone calls at any hour that were abusive) and told me all about how he changed, etc etc.
JUSTIN, today, the recent ex boyfriend, the one i've been so upset about...yeah, he IMs me to tell me he's really sorry for the trouble and hurt he caused me, and he wanted to know why i deleted him off myspace (i told him that he'd hurt me, and he told me he wanted to be my friend and was always there for me). he also mentioned how he "changed" - before, justin had always been a rebel. he told me how he now studies every night, and changed in many ways. he no longer curses, he dresses different and self-titled himself a better person. we chatted for a bit, and i held myself back from flirting.
however, i'm worried about a "relapse" - i really like this boy named nick, but he certainly doesn't have feelings for me back (from what i know and can tell). justin mentioned talking to me in person, he wants to chat and apologize and explain why he was so cold on my birthday (the issue with the girl on my screename, a BULLSHIT - sorry - story about me drunk and cheating on him).
i dont want to like him again, should i just stay with my few worded sentences? i need him as a friend, he knows a bit too much about me.
i hate boyssssssss
-------------------- it's better to have something to remember, than nothing to forget - frank zappa Posts: 55 | From: miami | Registered: Feb 2007
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