You know, I always wanted to become and advocate..LoL.

Anyways, I have come to tell you all you have been so helpful and everything everyone here has always told me I have treasured cause all my best friends would have been like "ugh" or something if I told them the things I have told you.

Recently things at my house have been looking downward, and i am absolutly sick of it. (Sorry if my spelling is horrible...Im in a big hurry.)

I am out tonite. I dont know where i am headed to. I am sick of everything at my house.

At about 12:30 am (central), I am leaving KS. No one knows, and im pretty sure that no one cares here.

Here's the deal...for Halloween i was going to be a princess, i was going to dress up like that for work. My step dad suggests i be a devil since im a snob. Im am sick and tired of all the verbal abuse i have to put up with around here.

I know this sounds bad, but i am hoping to move towards the "not to good" part of town.

In regards..I want you all to know that i love you..even if i havent met you because i havent met one mean person on here. All of you are willing to help me and i cant thank you enough.

Miz Scarlet, thank you so very much! I love you more than i love my own parents, and i would give anything to have you as my mother. I love you, along with everyone else here.

Goodbye, and the best of luck to everyone in everything you decide to do.

I love you

do what you have to do, but please stay safe and you are in my prayers.

**bows head in prayer**
Lord, protect her in her time of need...
Amen

(prayer was not said to affend anyone or make you follow my religious beliefs)

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~*GoDdEsS oF lOvE aNd BeAuTy*~

Let's all just hope that we hear from her soon.

And dear, if you somehow read this, know that you're in our thoughts.

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~lemming, Scarleteen Advocate

If you see this, sweetheart, I can only hope you took the crisis numbers that we gave you a few months ago, and hope that you'll use them. It's an incredibly difficult world out there to come into alone and unprepared.

Please try and contact us (and since I know at least one of your folks knows you post here, they can also contact me if I can help at all), and please take care of yourself. I am incredibly worried.

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}{*Starry Ali*}{

"You flicker. And you're beautiful. You glow inside my head. You hold me hypnotized, I'm mesmerized..."

Brittany

PS: to whoever said that little prayer, I don't think it would offend anyone. I don't believe in any gods but when something major is going on I always ask a friend to say a prayer. weird isn't it?

either case, let's hope ditzy is okay, wherever she may be.