ok me and my girlfriend were dating like almost seven months before she proposed to me.
We have been though so much **** together. For like two months she told me that she was transgendered.
she wanted to change her name to Jaime and cut off her breast.
then she was like Dominique I dont want to be trans anymore. Im just a stone butch.
So i have went from being les, to Bi to queer back to lesbian.
Shes also got mental issuses, you know the whole hearing voices and seeing things, issue. but i stil love her when shes on her meds, because shes really cool when shes on it. But when shes not, shes evil, and very moody, and i hate that.
so when she asked me to marry her, it was in a voice massage. then i read on her online journal that she was playing but wanted it at the same time. then i guess she was all for it later on that day. I text her my Yes!! this was back on april 4th.
since then i have become a vegertiaran, cut and dyed my hair, and lost one of my best male friends. im not saying that i did all of this to make her happy, but it does.
I dont even have a engagement ring. I dont even know if shes really,as into this as I am. I have been looking up dresses and hair styles. I told her about this and shes just like oh thats nice. I mean i was even like we need to set a date so that we can start saving money. once again a i dont know.
but i guess most "men" dont really care about the goings on of the wedding. they just let the women handle it.
i guess that i should just stop thinking about it. I mean even the whole moving in together thing she doesnt seem to into.
so yea.what do you think
One sweet little lez from toledo