Hi. I haven't been here in a while because I've been trying to heal myself mentally. After a medication change and speaking with my therapist about new issues, I feel I am okay now, at least stable.
But all that has come at a cost. I have now just flunked out of my first semester of college. The school doesn't consider mental rehabilitation as an excuse, especially when I didn't take much time off.
Also, I seem to have put way too much on my proverbial plate. I attended college a year early (I skipped 8th grade) and took their honors program, which is insanely difficult for anyone, never mind being only 17 and having severe anxieties and night terrors to the point of hallucination.
So I'm back at home. I haven't told my friends yet, even though I have spoken with them briefy since I found out. My parents are being supportive and are helping me to find a decent full-time job, hopefully in a nearby office.
And I really want to attend another school as an incoming freshman this fall. I know they have to look at my past records and I'm just really hoping that they let me in.
My mind is okay. I just have to figure everything else out now.
[This message has been edited by TifaStrife (edited 01-09-2003).]