I am a substance abuser. I am addicted to speed, I really do not know what to do. It is absolutely ruining my life. I got into it form my gothic culture, it is so big in here so i started it when my friend died, it was great in the beginning, i was losing weight, i could do homework all night, i was getting great grades, and i didn't have to focus on life. But now that is just about it, i don't focous on life. I am screwed up and i have no idea how to turn back the hands of time.
Posts: 23 | From: Scottsdale, Az, USA | Registered: Aug 2000
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gothic culture? hmm must be in the wrong mix....
first off stop the drugs..you dont need to fit in that way..you already sound like a great person.
and second lots of sex with differant people can be bad if you havent used protection or anything or if your just doing it for fun rather then love. i knew a girl who does it cause she just likes it and now she is regreting it..
and third about the self mutilating thing..you need to stop that as well...as for the girls who surround you..screw them..just push em off and walk away...be yourself and dont worry about other people and you'll be fine.
if you need love and that..turn to parents to explain or find a guy thats right for you..and will love you for who you are and respect you.... i hope this helps one way or another....take care
First of all, you need to stop thinking so negative about it. Think posotive, tell yourself you CAN do it. Yo allready did the first step in posting that you have a problem. Now continue getting more help. PLEASE. I know I have never met you, but i've had friends go through the same and nearly die. Please i don't want to have to come back and not find you posting up things anymore. So please, i know you can do it. You will get through it. much love, Spiral
Posts: 88 | From: Los angeles,Ca,USA | Registered: Jul 2000
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