I need some help, i need to know whats going on with my brain. My boyfriend and I have been thru alot, mostly bad, its like the universe keeps throwing curve balls at our relationship, and he came to the conclusion that if we made it this far, thru lies deception and cheating..that were meant to be sumthing. Ive broken up with him twice, the first time he cried, and the second time, i dont know becuz i wasnt around, but a couple days later, he started texting me he missed me, and i missed him alot too, i was miserable the week that we werent talking. I didnt eat, and lost 5 lbs. So, we started dating again, but now once again, every full moon we have a problem of some kind, and lo and behold, we do. Hes told me hes changed and that he knows i dont believe him, and he wants to be with me and he loves me, and he doesnt know what he would do without me. But, everyday i get this weird feeling that i just dont want to be with him anymore, and i love him, im in a comfort zone with him, and i dont want to give that up, but hes had all his kicks and giggles and ive just had to put up with all of that bullcrap. Now i feel like i just want to break free. I dont know why! If i love him, why do i feel like this!!! I just feel caged...he talks about the future and how he wants to marry me in 5 years...but i just dont feel the same about him as i did before he put me thru all that....has anybody else felt this way?
------------------ "trying to forget someone you love, is like trying to remember someone you never knew"
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You can love some one and not want to be with them . You feel confort when your with him cause he is all you know when it comes to love and a relationship. I say tell him what you feel and maybe try to see other people (as freinds) but keep his friendship and see if you will end up back together or not.
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