You're really young. And if you look back at your post history here, you'll see there is more than one guy you've dated you had very strong feelings for.
In other words: it is absolutely, totally okay to just DATE, without attaching yourself to someone. It's also okay for your feelings to change for those you're dating pretty quickly, and to FEEL very strong, even if they aren't lasting. That's developmentally normal, and part of that strong feeling is simply the heady feeling of romance with ANYONE, really.
So, how about you allow yourself these things? or even, maybe, some time without dating, since I can't recall a time you haven't been dating someone since you've been at the boards here.
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