ok basically filling you in on a bit of history, me and this boy jake, kissed at a house about 2 weeks ago, we slept over the house and ended up kissing and just being together for about 4 hours, we said we would keep it a secret because his mate fancies me a lot and would never forgive him.
however it happened again last weekend, and he instigated it and this time it was at his house, we had drunk a little bit but neither of us were drunk just relaxed and happy.
we didnt mention anything about it or anything, we just lay there together kissing and talking, the next day i txt him saying 'what happened last night has happened twice before and you didnt seem to stop it, what is going on'
he didnt txt me back which i knew he wouldnt but i just wanted to point that out to him.
he apparantly likes me but i dont listen to what people tell me because they can never be sure tey are telling the truth. he has never had a girlfriend before and i know he is shy around girls but i dont want to pressure him by asking him out, well i dont know what to do really.
he always gets really jealous when i am with any other boys, for example a boy came to see me at a pub and jake was there as well and he kept looking over and watching and turning around. so much so, that the boy who had come to see me noticed, and asked me why some boy was staring at him.
it seems as though we are seeing each other and not really going out. but in secret, he is really worried about what his friends would think as his mate already is jealous of jake because i like him and he likes me and they dont really get on however he is worried about how his other friend would react. all of them always take the piss out of the girls they like as well which he is scared of.
the thing is i do not want to keep kissing and being with him if nothin is going to happen between us,
i jus needed to get all this out really and wondered if anyone had any thoughts on it.
its kind of a huge mess lolll but thnx for any opinions.xx