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Im sorry Im not sure if this is the right place to post this, Is this part of the board mostly for pregnancy questions? Im sorry if this is in the wrong place. Im just feeling really down. I am not alone, my mum is home with me, but I just dont want to upset her by telling her how Im feeling, I have called some friends, they are all too busy or out, or sleeping, so I dont know what to do really. I cant stop crying and I keep having bad thoughts about stuff that has happened to me, and my chest is hurting and sometimes it feels like i cant breathe properly. I have been trying really hard not to cut anymore but i really feel like i have to and im trying to keep myself busy so that i dont but i know it will make me feel better to do it. I really hate myself, I screw everything up. I dont know how ti make any of this better I dont understand how it all got so bad so fast. My friend told me I ruined my ex boyfriends life and I dont even know what i did and I feel like a horrible person for that. Im sure my friends are probably all talkign about it now, and I cant fix it cause i dont know what i did. Should I call him? I think im gunna try to call my best friend again. Im sorry if this is not the right place for this. I just dont know what to do and I dont know how to make these feelings go away and not cut. Im hoping maybe she will understand at least that i need her right now and will come over.

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