So i just joined on here, not sure if i'm doing this right or in the right section but I'll give it a shot.
So, basically I am confused about my sexuality. (Im female btw). I've only ever had 1 boyfriend, and it didn't last very long. I am talking to a guy at the moment, like texting and stuff, and i like him alot.
So when i was 13, My best friend and i found a pornographic dvd at her parents house when we were home alone, and so we decided to turn it on, because we were curious. So, we were both like pretending it wasnt turning us on, whatever...
So, i few days later, we were in the pool, very late at night, and we pretended we were making a porno. So, we were like kind of humping i suppose, and then started kissing. She wanted to go further, but I wasnt very keen on it, but ended up doing it anyway.
We did it a few times after this, but i know she is not lesbian, as she kind of has a reputation, and i know she has done stuff with guys.
So, recently I have been watching lesbian porn, and It's turning me on alot, whereas Straight doesn't. I just keep picturing us again. We are VERY close, and the other day she sent me a photo of her shirtless and was joking around about it whatever, and i liked it, alot. She has a large chest, and i don't, and i'm kind of embarrased about that.
So, we haven't done anything in over a year, but she is coming up within the next few months to stay for a while, So should I do anything? I dont want to scare her off?
Also do you think im Lesbian? Bisexual?
PlEASE reply, I am so so so confused!
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It sounds to me like you are questioning and are still looking for what feels right for you. Just so you know, we don't favor labels here too much because they can be to 'confining'; not everyone fits into an ‘all or nothing’ label category. Here is an article that may be helpful, Q is for Questioning , please read it and we can continue from there.
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