First of all, a lot of things I have others don't have and they look up to me. Things that I don't have but others have, I feel the envy.
Last night I was upset b/c I wished I could give up things I have that people admire me for, for something I don't have that I want. Which I'd call it trading. That thing I don't have that I'm talking about, is having a relationship with a girl, before I leave high school. Before I am at the age that I can go on dating websites. I don't want just anybody. I want a good one. Close to serious.
For example, this girl I met at a gay support group. There was a 16 year old girl, she told me that she had a girlfriend and they're really happy together. I also know other 16 year old girls on her (I'm not saying their names) who date girls and from what I saw on their posts, they talked about their sex life. That's what I don't get. A lot of people can date gay as a teen and I get nuttin'.
-------------------- ~Stephanie Gabriella Murray I'm very gay for being a lesbian, and not gay to be what I'm not Posts: 251 | From: Long Island | Registered: Dec 2010
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