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My boyfriend of a year and I just broke up today. It's a long story. Long story short, I always felt like he was cheating on me. There has been no evidence and I don't think he'd be the type. Either way, our relationship was getting unhealthy and I had to put an end to it.

About a month ago, I came down this a flu-like virus and I felt horrible. Because I am a severe hypochondriac all I can think of is "HIV." I'm sick to my stomach with worry and I can't even get tested for another 12 weeks since the last time we had unprotected sex was a week ago.

We were both tested before we ditched the condoms. Twice. But, I don't know. He could have been unfaithful.


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Given your topic, I just need to check in first: are you having suicidal feelings or thoughts?

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