Hi!
I'm very confused at the moment, and I really need of some help or advise.
I lately (I'd say about two years ago) started to actually figure out my sexuality. It never before crossed my mind that I could be something else but straight, since I always had crushes on boys. I was also taught in my childhood that I was expected to marry a man, since I am a woman, and that being in a relationship with a same sex partner was wrong. I never knew to question this until few years back.
Why I'm writing this is because I'm currently in a serious relationship with a man, so serious in fact that we are getting married in three months. I however have really started to feel the need to experience some sexual activities (not having sex in particular) with a woman, since I've never got to do that. Me and my fiance started dating very young and therefore I never had any time for experimenting. I have brought this up once with my man, but he strictly said that I shouldn't experiment with a girl, but I feel as if my lack of experience with woman will haunt me in the future. I will not cheat on my boyfriend nor do I want to leave him for I truly love him. I'm really in a pickle here tho...
I am very thankful for any help or perspective you can provide!