Masaka wrote:Yes i would over all i dont like him. Its been 7 years and my eyes are open to see all whats going on,but I still like him little. I broke up with him so many times but he keeps coming back. I want out of this relationship its not doing me any good i feel like a cam girl me showing off my naked body while i dont see him at all he has no cam so idea if hes the only watching. I hate that and he doesnt even think about coming to me in the states his excuse was where i live is to flat and i should go ro canada , but until he got feed up being broke with awful roommates he decides to come to me. I have also found another man who treats me a heck of alot better we talk but not dating yet because of my current bf wont let me go so yes u can say I am kinda cheating but i cant take my current one anymore. He think ever fb notifications are men txting me which i explain to him those are ppl that respond to fun post that i responded to from a anime group. So if you have any safe good suggestions im all for it i just out. This all started when one miss undertsanding while hanging out with a male friend which i told him about that i told him i was going to be hanging out with him. We both watch anime and some anime have fan service. My current bf called and i picked up letting him know im alright and im still hanging out.My friend confessed his love for me wanted me to suck his banana. Just moaning getting readt saying hes so hard, but i refuse and i demand he takes me home. He sees i wasnt happy and he zipped up and took me home. 5 weeks pasted my current bf wanted to know what happen that day i told him the truth and the confession from my friend. He said ok and shrugged it off ans then asked me again and again and he thinks im lieinf and i actually sucked him off. Ever since he always holds it against me when hes mad guilt trips and accusions if i dont answer the call right away im automatically cheating on him.Thank you so much for your help if only i came here sooner years ago i wouldnt be in this mess.im sorry for this to be long but i want my mind and heart to be sync all the tears and apologizing for no reason all cause i told him the truth and mad up lies to keep the peace idk what was true anymore. This messed up relationship shouldve ended years ago ik but i love him more than myself now i found the strength fight back my worth i want to be independent and start over on a good foot and new relationship with the other man.