Hi guys,
I’ve written before over different things, but I’m feeling kinda down right now and just have a question.
I have health anxiety and get VERY frustrated with myself when my brain gets hooked on thinking about something.
At the minute, I can’t stop thinking about the fact that this morning my boyfriend grabbed my arm (playfighting) and squeezed where the implant is; he apologised and said it feels good to him, but all I can think about is if it’s broken, as we had sex last night, and my protection could be compromised.
To exacerbate my worries, my bleed on the implant had pretty much stopped, but came back heavier about 2 hours after he grabbed my arm and maybe snapped it.
I can’t get an appointment with a doctor to check it for 3 week, and I never trust my own judgement as I’m always convinced it’s broken even after a medical professional has told me it isn’t.
Is this a normal worry with the implant? I’m so fed up and I don’t know what to do.
Thank you