Hello, there is two things I worried and scared about that made me afraid of having sex with others. I've asked several doctor but still can't get the answer I satisfied.
I noticed that since the condom didn't cover the entire penis, I am worried that through penetration, the viginal fluid, given that if it contains std fluid will seep from the base and get into the condom and seep to the tip of the forehead of the penis and contract std.
To test this hypothesis, I offered myself into shower water with the condom on, and I found that water do seep inside the condom via the base ring of the condom. I'm extremely worried and scared about this condition.
The second worry is that after sex, when I go to shower, the viginal fluid attached on the part of my penis that is uncovered by the condom, when water run the fluid down it may therefore bring the viginal fluid to the tip of my penis, if the fluid has STD, I may therefore expose to std fluid and contracted.
I'm extremely worried and afraid to have sex for many years. Please help me with those questions!