Hey!
So... a long time ago, before I knew any better, I made a promise to stay abstinent before marriage. And I held onto that for a very long time. Intercourse was sacred, and I wasn't going to break the Bible's code of conduct.
Skip ahead to age twenty. No longer a Christian, still a God-lover, and insanely in love with a boy. Dating for seven/eight months now, and have done just about everything but intercourse... (Including butt intercourse. Lots of manual sex tho. Lots...)
My long winded question/problem is: I want to have intercourse with him!! I do!!! I know thanks to this site virginity is subjective and that sex is awesome and okay before you're married. I really love him and I wanna share this experience with him. But I'm super scared. I have birth control stuck in my arm (implant) so that's not an issue it's just... me overthinking and freaking myself out...
Sorry this is long. Maybe I needed to rant. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks so much for this site, it's literally amazing!!!