I’ve neen identifying with being bisexual for about 5 years.
When I started entering puberty, I’ve started to feel sexually-awakened by women. This is way before I’ve begun to have interest in boys.
I’ve been in a “straight” relationship for quite sometime. I’ve been dating my boyfriend and we’re been doing great. I honestly love being with him.
Though, with being in a committed relationship, it haunts me that I’ll never experience being with a woman— romantically and physically.
Before you suggest that I should think about having a threesome or an open relationship— I have no interest in that.
I’m an emotionally-driven person, and I feel like a non-monogamous relationship doesn’t fulfill the validation for my feelings and desires.
So, the question is, how do I fulfill the desire of wanting something that I cannot have?
How do I have fulfilling fantasies that satisfy the need of being with a girl?
It’s a mystery.