so this is a bit hard to talk about, but i'm not sure what to do.
i know my boyfriend cares about me a lot and loves me, and naturally he makes sure that i'm taking care of myself and doing alright. i have an issue where i only eat once or twice a day, and the portions are very small. i don't know if i have an eating disorder or what (that's what he says, i'll get on to that in a moment) but i hate eating because i feel disgusting about my body and i just feel guilty and awful whenever i eat more than a small portion. he's caught onto this and stresses that i need to eat, that he thinks i have an eating disorder, that i need to get help, etc etc. in fact, we were just now talking about this and he got really upset and went to shower to cool off a bit. i've been telling him i'm okay -- i really do feel fine -- but when he asks if i've eaten today i can't just lie to him and he always gets upset when i tell him i've only eaten once or twice. he tells me that it makes him scared and terrified that i'm going to get really sick or that my body is going to give out. i don't know what to do about this. i really have no ideas on what i can do. i would appreciate feedback and advice. thank you.