I came out to my mom many times in the past. I came out as lesbian which I am. But she never took that seriously. I came out as agender. Which she didn't take seriously either. Recently I came out as nonbinary gender again. I explained it to her and sent her links to websites. She still doesn't believe me. Whenever I try to talk to her about it she becomes angry and ignores me. She doesn't even try to understand me.
I feel like she doesn't love me anymore.
I have a older sister who is always giving me mean looks and says mean comments to me. She hates me because I am attracted to girls.
I have another sister who hates me for being attracted to girls too. I feel like I can't talk to her either.
I cannot talk to my family about my gender or sexuality. I have no friends online or in real life. I don't attend school or have a job.
I have really bad socializing problems and I have anxiety and depression and hear voices. I have been bullied by other people throughout my life.
Has anyone else been bullied?
I am doubting my gender identity all the time. How do know if it's real? How do I know if I want to be a boy for real or if I am just doing this to fit in with others or because I was bullied?
I have always felt different from other people for my whole life. When I was a child, I hated wearing makeup. Makeup bothers me and it's just too much and it feels fake. When I was a teenager I hated wearing skinny jeans and I still do. I hate wearing tight clothing. I have trouble making friends with girls and guys. But it's easier talking to guys on the Internet. As a child and teenager I never was interested in jewelry or hairstyles or talking about periods or gossiping or talking about anything girly.
Does anyone else have social anxiety and is nonbinary?
As teenager I never was interested in dating anyone. I never was interested in talking about boys.
How do I know if I am a butch lesbian? Do butch lesbians hate being women too? What are the signs that you are butch?
I am extremely depressed every day now. I get anxious whenever my mom calls me cute or pretty or beautiful. She just makes me more anxious. I am depressed because no one understands me and no one ever will.
My mom keeps calling me confused and saying it's all a phase. I feel miserable and trapped inside this situation.
I hate my chest because it is too big and I want it to be flat..I have been hating my chest for two years now.
I have no money to buy men's clothing for myself. My mom won't buy the clothes for me.
So am I just stuck this way forever?
Stuck with girls clothes and long hair and breasts forever?
I hate myself and I hate my life.
I know this is a very long post but please answer my questions and talk to me please someone.