So, my mother still doesn't understand why I am trans. Besides that she's still trying to and only digging a bigger hole now. However, my mother asked and from the sounds of it, believes that I am trans for special attention and to be basically fetishized. (Which while I have fantasies where I usually have the correct plumbing downstairs, doesn't appeal to me like that.) Her thinking that also makes feel a little sick just thinking about it because of an ex... We don't talk about that guy.
Also, I have had instances where I've wanted to be sexual with people despite dysphoria. So, I'm not quite sure where she gets it from, and frankly the idea isn't pleasant. Any thoughts?