No but the more resources the better because than I can look into what fits me best.

As of right now he is helping me look for helping coping with the rape. And granted he doesn't know much at all. It helps somewhat knowing I have support. Since I was shut down by my parents 10 years ago when it was happening.

I do feel like his understandings will help. He is a amazing and gentle soul. He also has known my family for 4 years so he knows exactly how bad it gets. He has seen my dad punch me in the nose and then kick me out.

As of right now I am just talking with my fiancé trying to get him to understand. Trying to get the help I need physically. Trying to ignore the thoughts of my mind because they aren't needed. And think of what to pack that I have taken before. That they wont care about.

My step-mother has a way of lying to get what she wants. She got my sister takin away before she was even born for my mother not dressing her. I will gladly buy new possessions if I could just get out of the house. Yes I could definitely lose connection. Plus she would never remember me once I live ...

I have moved out before. And they forced me to come back saying if I don't then they are calling animal control on me about my dogs. My dogs are loved and spoiled so they couldn't do anything but its still a fear. As well as if I move away than would I be allowed to come back and see my grammy. Beca...

anything is doable. But it doesn't hurt to ever try. I'm more just scared about how my parents will react.

i have no friends. I'm not allowed to have friends. We do not have public transportation at all. The big thing is having a pet friendly place because I have 2 dogs, a hamster. But also I need to save money from work. And being able to move closer to work so I don't rely on friends or family to get m...

we can brainstorm ideas on how I can get to one in person. I will also call one today. As of right now we aren't planning on living together for the next year. I have dealt with emotional and physical abuse for years from there. So I stay out of there way and if I'm am in there way when they are in ...

I should probably specify that I moved back from an abusive step father. As well as a risk of losing my dogs. It was a hard time for me there. But yes my parents are and have been abusive for years. I can not remember a time when my parents were not abusive. But I've gotten used to it and just reall...

There is nothing that works for my anxiety because it drives me crazy just laying in bed trying to sleep. So I'm just taking slow deep breaths. To address your questions. 1. I moved away from my dad and step-mom. But had to move back because of safety reasons. I'm used to them by now. They haven't t...

No I never received any type of counseling. When I told my parents they said they would beat the crap out of me if I brought it up or told anybody. My brother is the prized child that does nothing wrong even when he raped me. It wasnt his fault it was mine for leading him into it. My parents always ...

So I told my fiancé today of my past. And now I'm so anxious. He understands but I didn't even go into the details of the rapes. And my mind is spending and I feel like I can't catch my breath. I hate that I didn't tell him earilier. But he wants to start getting more serious and the only memories I...

So I am trying to decide how do I tell my fiancé I was raped by 1 person I cared deeply about and his best friend. As well as years later a coworker. It all started when I was 12 by my brother and his best friend. I will never forget any of it. I told people and was just shut down. it continued till...