I'm just going with the flow of things at this point. because I truly have no where to go because I have been injuried and not able to walk. and with it being my right foot I'm not able to drive to get help. So if I just go with the flow it causes me less stress because I'm doing what he wants.

I posted about a year ago about me and my fiancé and how was I got to tell him I was raped. Well I told him I was and he was supportive at the time. Little did I know 3 months later would begin a world wind of things. He became very controlling over me. Showing up at my work when I wouldn't answer h...

Right now all I can do is better myself because I am having migraines multiple times a day and not sleeping till about 6 at night than wake up around 8 at night and stay awake till the next day

Sadly I’m not able to because my mom said that her home was too full. But I’m okay with the shelter because I’m able to sleep which is what I needed. As of right now there isn’t much emotions yet

I’ve seriously just be sleeping a lot because I’m living in a shelter and there isn’t much I can do because of curfews and things like that.

I will be okay. And yes we have talked about the next step.

I ended up going to the doctor and it didn’t have a heart beat

So I did end up going into a domestic violence shelter. And now I have a protection order against him.

I'm obviously keep it off social media. Than I'm thinking keeping it immediate family once I'm about 20 weeks

I am 7 weeks.

I really don't know any choices. I didn't want to get pregnant before marriage and now that I am. I'm terrified of what people will think because I'm not married. I don't have anything figured out about who to tell or anything.

I'm worried because I don't believe in abortion. But yet I don't think I could give a child up for adoption. I cant tell my dad and stepmom because I'm terrified of them kicking me out like the did to my twin. I don't want to tell him because than there is that constant memory of him in my life. Whe...

I leave in 2 and a half weeks. And my life just got a lot more stressful with this move and all. Because I found out this morning I'm pregnant. I am afraid to tell anyone,

Right now I'm focusing on doing research for vets for them. Even though I already have a vet the more research I do for them it will be easier to let them go. Plus its seriously just a see you later because I will be there in a couple of weeks.

I think though right now the thing that is scaring me the most is the fact that they have no clue when my dogs will get to Ohio. They are picking them up right before Christmas. So they don't think they will be with family for Christmas which is really hard for me. So I'm hoping they will at least g...

I would like information on a difference support network.

No they really don’t care they just feel like she is going to hurt me. But she has never done that so I’m not worried bout it.

Yes it’s sounds duable that’s the main reason why I’m going down there. My dad and step mom is calling me insane. My dogs are leaving on wednesday. Than I am riding a greyhound for 20 hours by myself.

I was also informed that I was insane because I’m going back to Ohio after leaving last time so abruptly. But last time a lot played into it. Now I’m able to breath. Even though Simba and Nala don’t understand what’s going on it’s scary for me

My dad says he is shocked. And he only asked if I told my step mom. Which I haven’t because I just found out last. I love my mom and feel extremely safe with her.

So a couple of things to update you on. I’ve gotten control of my life again. I’m moving to Ohio in less than a month. My dogs are leaving in 6 days to go be with my biological mom. And at the beginning of January I will be going to join her

I called and they are not opened today or tomorrow. So I will call her Monday morning to see if I can get in sooner. But as of right now I'm starting to have anxiety attacks. As well as still self harming. but I find that if put tape on my arm it relieves the desire to want to. I am also journaling ...

Ok I will try and do something about it.

No I don’t have a appointment till next week. And yes about the eating and sleeping. But not self harm

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